When getting into discussions about energies, the ethereal, the realms and the beings therein (what I refer to as invisians) the questions I am most often asked are...when did you know? and do you ever question it? Both of those I feel are interesting questions and deserve to be answered individually so here we go....
When did you know?
To be perfectly frank I don't think I can pinpoint an exact moment when I knew I was of the invisian realms with any certainty. Looking back I can recall times as a very young child with a sense of sitting in my head and watching, almost like a movie, what transpired before my eyes. My spiritual self, if you will, being fully awake and aware of everything but unable to act upon most of it because I had to wait for my physical self this age to catch up and mature enough to handle the load on mind, body and spirit that being fully awake would place on me.
Numerous times through my adolescent years were moments when I began to feel comfortable enough with the circle of friends I had at the time to begin letting it out, even on occasion telling someone at least part of the story because I felt a strong connection to them. There were even times when I would bump into someone and immediately have that sense of .. "Hey! I know you! How long has it been....2 or 3 centuries?" but of course I couldn't just blurt that out and not be seen as a complete freak or mental case by my peers. Nevertheless I would whole heartedly embrace the friendship, relationship, what have you and follow the path where it led me.
So I suppose the answer to this question comes down to a simple matter of, I feel though I have always known...just had to wait for the part in this realm to be ready to accommodate me.
Do you ever question it?
This is a little more complicated to answer because first the determination of questioning exactly what must be made. Is it questioning the nature of my spiritual self? The things that suddenly materialize into your thoughts that you cannot explain where they came from or how? I could go on and on with posing the questions so instead I will do my best to answer in general and at the same time clearly and concisely.
No I have never questioned the things that I have felt, "known", seen (as in what's around the corner to come), or even the memories of ages past that resurface from time to time triggered by something or someone. Throughout this age I have not felt the inclination to question these things because they have always felt like a part of my truer being. This is not to say it hasn't been challenging at times to maintain that open third eye, that view of oneself that keeps you moving forward in this realm. The things we hear every day, the media we are bombarded with, the thoughts, opinions, and beliefs of this age constantly work to suppress the kind of thinking that allows one to open their mind and spirit and embrace their nature. Having said that, in the past ten years or so I have noticed a very significant change in that paradigm of thought.
So how does one go about keeping their mind open to the flow of things to come as they will? To embrace the memories and accept them for what they are? To allow oneself to hold true to what they feel with absolute conviction to be their nature? There is no easy answer to that my friends...it takes effort, constant reminding that you are not crazy for thinking these things, seeking out information that FEELS right to you and also recognizing those connections in the people you meet that help it to flourish.
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